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When I die,
Cut out and remove the lungs!
As the breath is not running
Gut out my stomach
And remove the intestines
From this decaying body…
Extract my eyes and donate them to
see the world happily…
Don’t remove the heart
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Ôúf;a ish¿ ryia okak tfllaj;a keoao@ Isn’t there anyone who knows all the secrets in your life?
tfyu tflla yß bkak ´k nx fldkafoais ke;=j Ôúf;a There should be the one, my friend, with whom we can
fYhd lr.kak'''' share everything unconditionally.
tfyu tflla yß bkak ´k At least there should be that “Oneâ€!
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ySk fjkqfjka Ôj;a fjkak''''' world giving up my last breath.
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ldgj;a fkdlsõj crush fjÉp fl,af,da .ek physical body…
wef.a fldgila lrka mßiaika lrmq ñksiaiq .ek" About the stagnant feelings deeply trapped within my mind,
w;am;a lr.kak wdilrmq Ôúf;a .ek" About the “crushed†girls that I have never spoken about
Ôúf;a wka;su yqiau fjklïu .ymq ma,Eka .ek" About the souls I take care making them a part of my body,
okak wkak tfyu tflla yß bkak ´k About the life I dreamt to have,
wmsg Ôúf;a fYhd lr.;a;''''''' About the plans I had until breathe my last,
fydhd.kak wudrehsæ ta;a wudrefjka yß fydhd.kafku There should be the one who knows all about these
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tl ojilg wvk Wka ueo" ˜W! uerefk kE˜ lsh,d uyd myself, then he can look at all of them and shout out
yhsfhka lE.ykak tflla yß bkak ´k nx Ôúf;a sarcastically,
yeufohlau okak ''''' “What the f__k do you know about him†and grin.
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uqkfkd.eyqKq" iuyrúg uqK.eys,;a u.yereKq" iSudjla I called as “My Brother’ to such a soul,
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lr.kak mq¿jka wkak tfyu ifydaorfhlaj''''''''' I’m also still searching!
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Such a Brother with whom I can share all the sweet and
bitter experiences of my life without a limit
unconditionally……
Interpreted By : Migara Kanankege
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